mrscornellhaynes20032003

lately me and this guy stopped talking it wasn't like we both decided to stop talking, we just never contacted each other. its been about 2 months and i can't stop thinking about him, i want to move on with my life but its hard, because of how i feel for him. i guess its my pride that want allow me to call him, but i just don't want him to think i'm sweating him or anything. its so confused and i feel so dumb to allow myself to go this long without talking to him.

there is this guy i've been knowing for 3 years now when we first met we both were in a relationship but we continued to see each other, over a period of time we started catching feelings but with him being a little older than me i did love him but i was to young to settle for him( just say i wanted my cake and eat it to) so i met another guy who was so much different who didn't call me everyday who i didn't see alot, this person wasn't good for me but i still fell in love with him and got my heartbroken. now both guys are back in my life and i rather wait around on the one who broke my heart instead of being with someone i know that truly loves me.. why is it?