Char

Ok so all my life I have gotted bullied at school cause I'm different. I'm 14 year old girl and very mature for my age. I'm a hater of social media, modern technology and pop culture stuff, so lots of people think I'm an idiot for that. I go to an all girls school which is hard cause i find I get along better with boys. I am also very shy and have anxiety disorder. I'm also one of those people who lives video games, wears all black and i always put my hair in a side plait or bun and i have a side fringe. I'm a lot taller than almost all the girls my age, I'm 5"7 and a half (171cm)

So i always get noticed cause i stand out, which I don't like. I have low self esteem and no friends. I've found it so hard that I have decided to move schools. The school is an acting school, which is good cause i want to be an actor, and it's co-ed. The question is, will people want to be my friend? Please help!

My dogs would usually bark if they heard another dog but they are lying outside the fence and refuse to go inside. They're dead quiet. I'm only 15 so I don't know what I should do! Please help!