i can't control my anger..?
i was used to be cool.
but after having a boyfriend, it changed a lot. now it's very easy to make me angry.
i tried to control it and it works, but not to him.
i still can tolerate anybody else who makes me angry. but if my lovely boyfriend does, i could get into my monster level.
it's really annoying because while in anger i just can't think rationally. i just want to hurt him, hurt him, and hurt him. after that, i feel really satisfied.
what's wrong with me? i love him very much, and he still keep along with me however i'm beast.