Ever feel like you can't seem to catch a break?

Ok.. So here is a little backstory. I'm 23 (almost 24) I was in a 5 year relationship and he passed away last May. First death of a close I had ever dealt with and it was sooo sudden. A month after that my grandpa died. Then I miscarried. When my fiance passed away I had quit my job to focus on healing myself.. I have had 3 jobs since then and gotten fired from all of them, and I have never in the passed been fired from a job ever. Also, I ended up meeting this guy and he captured my heart despite my not wanting anyone at this time and he is so back and forth with me and my feelings are constantly getting hurt, but yet I can't seem to stop and pull myself away and realize that that is the last thing I need. Here it is a year after my fiance passed away and I'm in such a worse spot than I was then.. financially, spiritually, mentally, physically. It just seems like my world has fallen apart and I dont know what to do to get it back on track. I don't know how much more I can take.

2008-05-06T17:36:50Z

I just want my life back that I did have. I know that I can't have every aspect of it back, such as my fiance, but life was so much easier and everything always seemed to fall into place. I didn't sign up for this and I didn't ask to go through everything that a person can go through all in a years time... I want to take a complete vacation from life, I have handled this all by myself and I can't do it anymore. I'm NOT going to kill myself I could never do that, so don't think that.. I'm more just venting. I'm just tired of digging my way through life.

Anonymous2008-05-06T17:45:43Z

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Well, it's good to want to vent out your feelings. You try talk-therapy, it would be so beneficial for you right now. You could talk about all of these horrible events that have occured in the past year. You could have one topic each session, that way you could let it ALLLLL out.

But, look at you! All of these horrific things have come at you, and you're still kicking. No matter how much you hate it, you're moving on and trying your best to get back on track. You just need a little push to get where you need to go.

Best of luck to you, love.

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Anonymous2008-05-06T17:49:06Z

Sweetheart. I am with you.
I've also got to breaking point to. It feels like my life is a train wreck. Circumstances for myself have been so incredibly trying in the last three or four years that I feel like crawling in a cave and not coming out. Because as 'you' said (I can't take anymore). I don't know what your answer is, but for me.. the only aspect of my life that is good is my parents and siblings. Yet, I can't talk to them about my problems because I don't want to embarress them or disappoint them. I never intended to get myself into such stupid circumstances. It just ended up that way. I am 33, I should have my **** together.
So, your not alone. Hope it all works out for you (and myself).

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vaughn favrua2008-05-06T18:46:57Z

these are the times when you need your family and friends the most

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Xxenchanted_rainxx2008-05-06T17:37:34Z

sorry about that i hope you fell better

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