I had a tear roll down it was all by itself But it wasn't alone There were more And they stopped right before I could cry Cause I had to laugh at myself knowing that I might drown If I opened up the doors of the pain in my heart Yes, I had a tear come out And I wiped it away with a smile And thought I'd save the rest for a rainy day When I'm standing outside And no one can tell.
I WROTE THIS...what do you think ..ever feel like that ?
Life sucks beyond all comprehension i know, we have all had things happen to us, doesn't make them any more than your things, i guess you have to deal with what is causing that, for me it's kinda incurable and if it is then all we can do is live through it or decide to die, i haven't decided what to do yet personally, none of us have, i have no joy in my life, you have kids and a mate to live for, i have a mother to live for, pain makes us who we are, that pain might make you feel bad today but for me it turns into anger and hatred and that keeps me going, so in the long run pain can keep you alive, but at the end of the day there are no answers just a pointless existence where the world tries to kill you as quick as possible, it all comes down to whether you want to survive even if your hurting all the time.
OMFG I LOVE THIS!!!! this explains PERFECTLY the way i feel right now... =....( wow its like u know me. lol dam u write GOOD! i could be like a poem or a song. u got some GREAT talent. it will take u somewhere good one day =) but unfourtunatly i feel like that, my tears and the pain in my heart over power the way i feel. [[my heart's in pain]]