Am I just going insane?

Last night I was drawing pictures of girls commiting suicide and coloring in the blood while listening to tourniquet and sliding an emory board across my neck and smiling. I really had no reason what so ever for it, I've never done any drugs or anything in my entire life and it really worries me. I also have a really hard time finding the right words to say when I'm talking to people, and I do take medicine for depression. Am I just hitting the train to looney town, or what? ... Is it normal to draw pictures like that? :P

2011-01-04T08:52:16Z

I was also playing a video game and I kept purposely killing my character over and over....

2011-01-04T08:59:18Z

Ok, gawd, sorry about the 'smiley'. I'm completely serious. I put the ':P' face after the question 'is drawing pictures like that normal' because I already know that it's not. But i'm being completely serious about everything else.

!2011-01-04T08:54:16Z

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I usually write about my thoughts, and often get surprised how I feel about things. Maybe drawing is you're way of expressing yourself, try finding out why you're feeling this way..
And don't worry, sometimes it's normal to be insane, sometimes ;P

Hope this helps!

.....2011-01-04T16:56:40Z

Well I don't fully believe this because if the smiley and happy emotion you have write this in.
This is probably a way of you expressing your feelings

?2011-01-04T16:53:14Z

Going by the stupid smiley at the end, and the fact your posting this question in the 1st place I imagine your just an idiot with nothing better to do, if you did do this, yes you need help.

?2011-01-04T16:52:30Z

define normal...