Am I just going insane?
Last night I was drawing pictures of girls commiting suicide and coloring in the blood while listening to tourniquet and sliding an emory board across my neck and smiling. I really had no reason what so ever for it, I've never done any drugs or anything in my entire life and it really worries me. I also have a really hard time finding the right words to say when I'm talking to people, and I do take medicine for depression. Am I just hitting the train to looney town, or what? ... Is it normal to draw pictures like that? :P
I was also playing a video game and I kept purposely killing my character over and over....
Ok, gawd, sorry about the 'smiley'. I'm completely serious. I put the ':P' face after the question 'is drawing pictures like that normal' because I already know that it's not. But i'm being completely serious about everything else.