How come I'm bad at everything? feels like I failed at life and..?
I'm a freshman in highschool..
Today I had a english class, we had to write essays, and it was timed for 1 hour..
I couldn't write anything because I didn't read any books, so I failed that... It feels like I've done anything.. and I really haven't done anything (literally)
and I accidently hit a girl with a volleyball in p.e. and when I hurt people physically even if it was an accident it makes me sad.. I couldn't even concentrate in my classes because I wanted to say sorry..
everybody says that highschool is the most important grade/part of your life because your grades say where you're going to go in college..
and I always think i could have done better, EVERY SINGLE DAY I have atleast 2 regrets and they all add up.. and it feels like I never forget them.
I still remember things I did up to 2 years ago.. almost every single thing..