How come I'm bad at everything? feels like I failed at life and..?

I'm a freshman in highschool..
Today I had a english class, we had to write essays, and it was timed for 1 hour..
I couldn't write anything because I didn't read any books, so I failed that... It feels like I've done anything.. and I really haven't done anything (literally)

and I accidently hit a girl with a volleyball in p.e. and when I hurt people physically even if it was an accident it makes me sad.. I couldn't even concentrate in my classes because I wanted to say sorry..

everybody says that highschool is the most important grade/part of your life because your grades say where you're going to go in college..

and I always think i could have done better, EVERY SINGLE DAY I have atleast 2 regrets and they all add up.. and it feels like I never forget them.

2011-09-15T15:54:04Z

I still remember things I did up to 2 years ago.. almost every single thing..

fish out of water2011-09-15T16:02:01Z

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Don't worry, I think everyone feels that way at one point or another. I'm going through the same exact thing as well, so you're not alone. As much as it is difficult (and incredibly cheesy), try to remind yourself that you're really great at being you. Also, what helps for me, is try to do something to relax that doesn't require a whole lot of thinking, like ( I don't know exactly what you're into) baking, writing, taking pictures, being out in nature. Just stuff like that. Good luck :)