I feel horrible about masturbating?

I have been masturbating on and off for several years now since I was about 12. I gave into urges today and I feel absolutely disgusting. Today was very memorable and I don't want to associate today with masturbating. I am so disappointed in myself I really wish I hadn't done it. I don't want to d this anymore I don't care if it feels nice I am sick of feeling disgusting. I feel fake and I hate hiding this from people if my friends knew they would be disgusted. I feel hated and my day has been ruined. :( I cant stand to do this anymore please I need advice I don't want to do this I don't want to go to hell and I want to stop feeling so disgusting.
Thank you.

2012-05-21T16:32:53Z

I usually succeed in ignoring the urges but I am just so freaking ashamed.

?2012-05-21T16:56:18Z

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Honey it's COMPLETELY normal. I masturbate and trust me I know exactly how you feel. When I first started I felt so ashamed after and disgusted but it felt so good while I was doing it. So I put it off for a long time and just had my boyfriend do that for me ;) haha but I did a few times again and one time that I really felt ashamed.. When I broke my hymen... (myself). So I never did for about a month again. But then me and my boyfriend broke up:( (hopefully we'll get back together) and I missed the pleasure and started again. And I found some things on tumblr and other websites that boosted my confidence. I know, I've had days like that when it's been an amazing day and then you have time alone and for some reason you get the urge to masturbate and you do and you feel gross for associating that with a great day like that. But just think about it as an add on.. You got some great pleasure out of it right? :) darling don't feel ashamed its toatally okay.

?2012-05-21T23:40:01Z

Aaw sweety, I know u feel bad but don't worry, god still loves u as long as u know what u done. U won't go to hell for that, its in the bible it is a sin but (cant remb. Were though) but all is 4given sira. Its also a normal part of life (i know I said was a sin) but it is true its part of growing up. So just remb.....marraige is sweeter to wait!)

Hobble D. Hoy2012-05-21T23:51:12Z

It's okay as long as you don't overdo it. Everything in moderation.

Xx.AnG3l.GuRl.xX2012-05-21T23:31:09Z

Then dont do it ?