What emotion could I possibly be experiencing?
When I with him, nothing else exists. Only his life what he does, his friends and the amazing time I have when I'm with him. But when I leave back to my side of things and am not with him I feel confused and hazy. Like I just experienced an amazing dream that I did not want to wake from. What emotion is this when I'm with him? I think I know the answer but that admission terrifies me to the core.
Ok reread that I can see why one would assume obsession. When I say his life I mean his world (doesn't sound much better) you'd have to consider the fact that what I do on a normal basis is dull and boring, his life is fun and exciting.