I hate crying and i just broke down today?
okay so today was horrible. I cried for the first time in over a year. So i have a lot going on: drama, family problems, trying to hide an eating disorder, stressed about grades, etc. and this teacher always treats me bad and unfairly. it pisses me off because ik that if i play his game he'll eventually win.
anyways he yelled at me and said he was gonna take me to the dean blah blah blah. and i left before he gave me the slip .. anyways a few min later i started crying. idk why and i just feel horrible rn and sad and ugh whats happening?! i hate being emotianal. i hate people bombarding me with questions. i just want a meaningful hug but everyones so fake and ugh idk i need help. how do i not cry ever again? how do i stop feeling sad?