I love a friend I'm not friends with anymore...?
It's honestly a really long story, but to make it short. I was friends with her, she was an *** hole and ignored me a lot because of peer pressure, she knew I liked her (maybe a way to get rid of me cause i liked her...?) And I haven't talked to her in a year, now shes in one of my classes, and we end up starring at each other once in awhile, it gives me anxiety just thinking about her and writing this. Honestly I don't know how to deal with this situation, I'm confused af... My heart literally aches.