Is graduating high school online bad?
I had to begin homeschooling my junior year because I developed an anxiety disorder out of nowhere while on vacation and I was confused and for almost half the year I had to convince myself it was mental with therapy and trying very hard to overcome it. I went through depression because of it I was having panic attacks for no reason. So August 2010 to June 2013 I was doing high school online with k12. I couldn't continue with public school and my mom gave me a hard time because of it. A year later I'm a senior now I'm still doing homeschooling online. I have straight A's so far, I'm actually learning, I've read through all my books in every subject while compared to public school we would skip chapters barely read any of the books, teachers were horrible at teaching, and they had the worst attitudes. I only loved public school because of my friends other than that I hated it. I just really like homeschooling it's amazing I get to learn, I learned more last year than I did in my freshman year and sophomore year of high school. I felt like I wasted my time there :/ They offer way more options for language classes and electives. I'm on medication now and it's working great for me but my psychiatrist is giving me the worst time of my life. She insults me, assumes I'm being lazy because I don't want to go back to high school, told me no college would want to accept me because I graduated online, something about living under a bridge, blamed my parent's as well for no reason, now my mom is even annoyed with me saying I'm not putting effort by not going back to school. I'm sorry but my mom is big ***** I went through hell with this anxiety disorder, depression, yelled at for no reason, worked hard to finish my junior year, exercised daily for my health. I want to cry :/ I never get a break finally with medication I feel happy but they have to ruin it. I think about it every night there is no peace for me. Is graduating high school online bad for me? I don't want to believe that dumb hag doctor :/ I cry at night thinking I'm not good enough. I hate her so much.