How do I explain to people that I don't want friends?

I have a crapload of family, especially cousins. They always come over & we hang out, but they ask me where all my friends are, which I tell them all my friends are in the city (I live in the suburbs). It's actually true, but I deliberately distance myself from friends because I've evolved mentally & everybody else is pretty much the same as the person I used to be & no longer want to be. I'm the only person my age that I know of who studies & understands politics, science, theology, philosophy, history, sociology & psychology. The only reason I know anything about mainstream pop culture is because everybody else is into it, but I secretly hate it because I understand how the world system works & I recognize Cultural Marxism as CIA-brainwash of the masses. So you see I'm a total nerd & I don't want anybody to discover that.

I go to the city most days throughout the week to hang out with friends but every time I go back I feel like I've just fallen from heaven back into hell. I feel like a hypocrite who doesn't belong but if I say that, people might take it as separatism or self-righteousness. I just despise satanic Illuminati propaganda & it's everywhere. I'm very self-secure & have no problem being a loner, but am still ashamed of who I am because my thinking is always contrary to the consensus. When people invite me out, I always have some excuse but they eventually figure out the lies & pressure me to go out with them, which I truly, deeply, passionately hate that lifestyle but I never complain about it. I think trying to change other people is wrong so I would rather separate & lead by example for whomever would join me. How can I explain this stuff to people who ask me why I never show up anywhere or join in with the communist collectivist thinking?

Lupe48122013-09-21T15:53:37Z

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I had a friend like you. I say had because we got into this fight and well that part is irrelevant. But he was smart and really negative not to say that you are though but he had friend and he had me too. He may not have considered us friends like I did but it was true and it never hurts to have friends I mean what's the harm. I loved him despise his nerdy, isolated ways and we were great friends but we had one difference that drove us apart but if we hadn't argued about something we probably still would've been great friends just because you have a big family which he had to doesn't mean that you cant have friends maybe you could just find friends that live up to your intelligence.

Don't Steal My Answer RIP MJ2013-09-21T15:44:46Z

I don't understand the big deal. Just tell them you're not interested in what they like to do. Just don't go out with them. Simple.