Need help about antidepressants?
Damn where do I start... ok so Im honestly lost, ive been depressed since I was about 14 but I never took any medications I just learned to deal with it. I'm now 25 and haven't attempted suicide in over 2 years (im proud of myself) and now I'm getting frustrated because I try and be happy and I usally feel like I am but when im alone everything changes. So I try not to be alone or try not to think so I watch tv or play games online with other people. So now im here, pissed off because yesterday I was "happy" and today I can barely do any work im teary eyed for no reason I just dont know what to do. So here is my issue I genuinely feel happy when im around my girlfriend or friends and family I joke around and laugh and I really do feel happy, if I start taking antidepressants will all that go away? Will I no longer feel happy when I do "feel" happy?