I'm bored of life..porn addiction?

Clearly I have problems..I've suffered from depression since I was 10, anxiety, OCD, I've had terrible things happen(diagnosis of eye and body disease) which resulted in ptsd..and I'm addicted to pornography. I use porn to cope with the boredom of life and depression and anxiety. Nothing feels fun anymore after all this, and I feel like I've seen it all..I don't know

Kristian2016-07-25T17:04:26Z

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?2015-02-16T13:02:46Z

The relationship between a man and a women is designed to point to a reality even better than that you have seen. The emotional bond and the physical bond point to the union between Christ and His People. There is nothing more thrilling than doing God's will and knowing that He is in you using you to help and bless other people. It is far more exciting than sex and never diminishes in joy. Christ is the great husbandman and the church is His bride.

When you start to live for God you will not be bored with life but thrilled with it even in the face of death. His disciples have great meaning and purpose to their lives and would rather die than disobey Him who has created and made them.

God says that at His right hand their are pleasures forever more. Oh do taste and see that the Lord He is good.

ME2015-02-16T13:30:06Z

People who indulge in pornography often cover up their habit. They are secretive and deceitful. Not surprisingly, many suffer from feelings of isolation, shame, anxiety, depression, and anger. In some cases, they even develop suicidal tendencies. “My mood became self-absorbed and desperate,” says Serge, who downloaded porn to his mobile phone almost daily. “I felt worthless, guilty, alone, and trapped. I was too embarrassed and scared to seek help.”