How can I survive an activity I hate?
I've been doing colorguard since freshman year, and this season, I made jv captain. My problem is, I don't feel as passionate about it as I used to. My mom wants me to continue with it, and I know she'll get over it, but I don't want to do it anymore. I can't quit now because the season started, but I don't want to continue with it and I feel like I can barely survive this season. Any advice
I had skipped marching season this year to help my mom, who was quite sick at the time, and I can honestly say, I felt happier not doing it. I had more time for homework and studying, and I got to see my friends outside of guard more often, and spend more time with family.