tired of living. tired of life.?
i have thought using an overdose of my insulinto end my life but i need to make sure i die i dont want to end up in the mental hospital again. and i cant seem to come up wita good note to leave my family. the town in which i live has many bad pppl in it that seem to think it is a ok idea to mess with ppl that are mentally ill. and the less firtunate and even those like themselves. even so my hatred for myself has no bounds and i have wanted to die since i was young because i knew there would be no salvagingthis pathetic life and now i an almost 42 and as it turns out i was absolutely right.