tired of living. tired of life.?

i have thought using an overdose of my insulinto end my life but i need to make sure i die i dont want to end up in the mental hospital again. and i cant seem to come up wita good note to leave my family. the town in which i live has many bad pppl in it that seem to think it is a ok idea to mess with ppl that are mentally ill. and the less firtunate and even those like themselves. even so my hatred for myself has no bounds and i have wanted to die since i was young because i knew there would be no salvagingthis pathetic life and now i an almost 42 and as it turns out i was absolutely right.

Anonymous2016-07-30T18:34:04Z

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You should never give up on yourself. As hopeless as life can sometimes seem, it is truly a wonderful thing. Of all the things the matter and energy in your body could have been, it came together to create you; a conscious being with thoughts, feelings, hopes, and dreams. Your life is not pathetic, it is remarkable. Most of the matter and energy within the universe is indifferent to it's very existence. You, with the power of consciousness, are not.

We all feel down at times, but there is no reason to give in to despair. A passion for life is easy to attain, and it starts with an appreciation for the fact that you were alive to begin with. Don't give up on yourself.

?2016-07-30T18:37:00Z

I know a woman who overdosed on insulin and it left her with special needs. Well I didn't know her but she was on a Louis Theroux documentary. I guess no suicide method is without its risk. I feel sorry for your troubles and I hope you've considered other alternatives (happy pills for example). Why can't you just sit down with your family and discuss your problems and try and work out some solutions together. It sounds like you live a bad town.