How do I stop making the same sin over and over?
I have this masturbating problem and I know that many people say masturvating isn't really a sin but it is the thoughts that come to my mind while I'm doing it. I also have a problem with watching pornoagraphy too much or at least every other day. I am 15(a sophomore in Highschool) and have done it since I was in the 3rd grade. The longest that I have gone without doing it is probably like 2 weeks. But now it's gotten a lot worse because I'm in my teenage years. It's a very hard temptation to resist and I feel like it is changing the way I think from positive to negative. I've noticed that over the years I have started to think negative about things taut happened in the past. My dad actually used to try to make me mad all the time when I was around his friends and stuff and he did it so much that it made me act a completely different way. I've always thought that it was his fault that I can't forget about that at all cause he did it so much. And this happened 3 years ago and he did it from the time I was in the 4tg grade up to the 6th. Maybe even longer than that. But I have come to realize that it's the thoughts and the sexual sins I'm making that's making me think negative about the past. I've realized that it's making me think differently and that it's kind of like drinking alcohol in a way that it kind of changes your attitude. I understand that God is my only help for this but I need to know what to pray to him. Other than saying please forgive me after every time I do i