I think I might kill someone. Psychosis?

So past couple years I've had CONSTANT urges to kill people. I somtimes think people are talking about me behind my back or that things aren't what they seem. I have unnatural hatred twords people like my best friend who id kill in an instant if I'd a gun. I tried to buy a gun before on deep web. What the hell do I do now! .. any legitimate advice or help please. Thanks

RobusWhiteWolf2016-09-14T14:06:38Z

Best case scenario, you have anger management and paranoia problems.
Worst case scenario, you have gone psychotic. Either of these you should seek mental and self-control help immediately! You could be severely schizophrenic. Whatever the case, if you are honestly having these desires, seek emergency help now!

Anonymous2016-09-14T13:52:43Z

Get a therapist.