I think I might kill someone. Psychosis?
So past couple years I've had CONSTANT urges to kill people. I somtimes think people are talking about me behind my back or that things aren't what they seem. I have unnatural hatred twords people like my best friend who id kill in an instant if I'd a gun. I tried to buy a gun before on deep web. What the hell do I do now! .. any legitimate advice or help please. Thanks