I am so pissed at myself, this morning i was supposed to take my physical exam for Police officer recruit and I just decided to chicken out, i drove past the place where the test was taking place and i just decided to turn around.
I am 23 no college education and no military service, i just thought why would they hire me i have nothing. Im just so pissed.
You appear to be doing a great job of belittling yourself which I feel is totally uncalled for.
What on Earth makes you so sure that the Police won't want you if you have not had a college education.
The reason for the entrance exam is to find out if you have a good education but you don't need a college education to be well educated.
The exam you take will decide if you are suitable for the Police.
Go back to the recruiter and tell him/her that due to unforeseen circumstances you were unable to take the initial exam and ask to be allowed to take it at another time.
If you continue to feel the way you do at the moment you will never amount to anything so please don't be a defeatist and prove to yourself that you are as good as anyone else.
Good luck and I hope you take the Police exam, pass it and have a successful career with the force.