When will i get better and over my breakup ?
Im a 28 year old man who dated a woman i work with. I was extremely attracted to her and i chased her for a long time ( a year and a half) and then she out of no where felt feelings for me. She brought me home and i fell in love with her and her family. I just loved the family setting because all my family is deceased. She always told me that she wasnt attracted to me but she loved my personality and after we dated for 2 years she dumped me out of no where. We havnt spoken in almost a month and i had to take a leave of absence from work. Im a law enforcment officer and i couldnt keep my composure at work which was not safe. I feel like im taking this breakup very bad and im worried that its not normal. Almost everyday i cry or want to. I kinda always thought we would have to end because she doesnt want kids or marriage and i do.. but i guess i was always hoping she change her mind. When will I get better ?