I feel dead inside I’m drunk and I thught this would make me feel something but i feel absolutely nothing?

I feel the drunkness but I still feel empty and lifeless .. I thought the closer to death the more alive you felt but I still feel pathetic I’m drinking more and more and more and more and more and more and more beenndrinkijg for two hours alone playing video games and I still feel so alone inside I honestly want to feel I want to die i feel nothing i don’t want to die I just want to almost die or even die if it’s the case i just want to feel even if it requires no feeling at all

?2018-06-03T09:24:01Z

Alcohol has a way of showing our true colors. If you're generally content or happy about something then alcohol makes you a "happy drunk" where you go all cheerful and friendily. If you're troubled by something then alcohol can turn you into a "sad drunk" or "angry drunk", depending on the circumstances. When you are drunk, all those hidden emotions are kinda amplified.

So bottom line, you aren't happy inside. Look into it and help yourself out :)