I feel dead inside I’m drunk and I thught this would make me feel something but i feel absolutely nothing?
I feel the drunkness but I still feel empty and lifeless .. I thought the closer to death the more alive you felt but I still feel pathetic I’m drinking more and more and more and more and more and more and more beenndrinkijg for two hours alone playing video games and I still feel so alone inside I honestly want to feel I want to die i feel nothing i don’t want to die I just want to almost die or even die if it’s the case i just want to feel even if it requires no feeling at all