I ranted to a girl I like, what do I do?

People always say I look dull gazed and distracted but I'm actually aware I just don't look a things directly, is annoying when people assume you're dumb. The thing is I started talking to a girl I like and she pointed out too and I insisted that is just how I look like but I'm not distracted and went on telling her different examples of people pointing that too, now I'm embarrassed, I ranted and look like a *****, she must think I'm pathetic. Why am I always so anxious can't even stay asleep at night.

myfamouslastwords2019-05-21T00:16:00Z

Anxiety?