This isn't a question, I just needed a place to let this out.?
I've always had a good life, supportive parents, good friends, but I always just feel so empty. I always try to put on a smile and make sure my friends are okay, but I never make sure I'm okay. I really want to ask for help from my friends, but I don't know how, because I don't want to load all of this on them. But I've just been feeling really stressed, broken, and unlovable recently and I have no clue why. But I often stay up late at night crying because of how I feel, but I never have a reason to feel this way, so I always feel so bad for being so sad because I have a great life. But I just want to feel better. If you read this far, thank you so much for reading, it really means a lot.
I just really hate myself and I want to feel better.