i need help?
when i was 7, i was molested by my 18 year old half brother. i stayed silent about it for as long as i could until my father told him to leave and never come back. this was 11 years ago but i still have flashbacks every single day. its even harder now that hes commited suicide. anyway i finally opened up to my dad about why ive been depressed lately and he told me im not allowed to be depressed because it happened so long ago, he blew up and turned off the wifi and threatened to turn off everything else. is this abuse?