i can't wait to fall in love but  i fear i wont ever find it?

i only had sex with 1 person in my life.  she cheated on me  and put me through literal hell for a year, so many lies and deceit, kind of shakes your faith in humanity or the opposite sex i guess....  when you fully trust someone and they are just playing you, so naive i was  and then cause we were having sex without a condom, she was on the pill and i believed she never did anythign with the other guy, i started growing warts on my junk 7 months after the last time we had sex, apparently i have an std now.... the dr burned them off and now the pigmentation of my skin down there in the areas is white as paper. what girl would want to be with me now.... 

LindseyS499 usetobe LINDSEYS2021-04-03T15:01:43Z

Some times love happens when you least expect it. Don't put so much pressure on your self to find it.
If you think some one is being dishonest call them out on it. Let them know you're not going to put up with it. You have a back bone, use it and stand up for your self.
You got burned by one person and had an awful experience with them. Try to move on, you're no longer with them. That doesn't mean that every potential partner you meet is going to be the same way.
Love does have some thing to do with stds. When you're in love usually that means having sex and or being intimate, which is how stds are passed. Your partner could have an std and not know it. 

Andy C2021-04-03T02:45:01Z

That's pretty awful.   Pardon me for saying what a b!+<h.

Love has nothing to do with STDs.

Pearl L2021-04-03T02:28:01Z

maybe someday you will

Soulsnatcher2021-04-03T02:16:00Z

Go asexual like my sister