i can't wait to fall in love but i fear i wont ever find it?
i only had sex with 1 person in my life. she cheated on me and put me through literal hell for a year, so many lies and deceit, kind of shakes your faith in humanity or the opposite sex i guess.... when you fully trust someone and they are just playing you, so naive i was and then cause we were having sex without a condom, she was on the pill and i believed she never did anythign with the other guy, i started growing warts on my junk 7 months after the last time we had sex, apparently i have an std now.... the dr burned them off and now the pigmentation of my skin down there in the areas is white as paper. what girl would want to be with me now....