Why am I dying of fear that either my 31 year old boyfriend would die from using snus (smokeless tobacco), I worry I would die from cancer ?

Had cancer when I was a kid worry that be or my boyfriend would die and move on with someone else. I want us to live together grow old for as long as possible 

Tarkarri2021-04-04T06:11:00Z

Because you need therapy.
People die.
It happens to all of us eventually.
Obsessing about it is unhealthy.

lala2021-04-04T05:56:11Z

You are doing lots of anxiety 
see a doc 
and about your cancer when you were a kid it will not come back 
and yes you will grow old together