spiritually speaking-?

would like to explain the meaning of the term begotten. Truth is Anthony and I are born Mother and Father God. It is impossible for any of the other children to be Mother or Father God. The whole- george doubleyah thing. Anyways, a long time ago- in our first session of school, in our first universe, one of the residing Gods' children was upset that they were not the "chosen" child to be Father God. So the residing Father God told all of His children that the person most like Him was the Father God and the person most like his wife was the Mother God. That God- a wonderful, caring man, named Frank, chose not to tell his children that we are born God- only to spare hurt feelings, but of course it made people feel bereft. So since we are born the God Children, we had to come up with a consulation prize- the begotten child. So begotten means the most like the Mother (Ana is most like Azna and Britany is most like me) and the most like Father (Miguel is most like Om and Justin is most like Anthony) All that means is the most in nature- not in any other way than nature. June is most like Joan in nature, but she likes her sister just the same. That being said..... our children are our children- all 1 million of them. Azna loves June- very much and just as much as she loves me and Ana. June is my sister and I love her very much- just like I love my Earth mother, Sally. Sally is my sister. That being said. I love Sally just like I love my M-I-L, Rosa. Rosa is my cousin. Jessica is my cousin and I like her as much as I like June. So, a child is a child, is a child. Om needs June to understand that she is very important to him. He wants her to see that Lisa is a daughter just like June is. Not any better than Lisa and not any better then June. Nate is my husband in Hebew. He is most like Anthony to me. I like him and Anthony exactly the same and Anthony likes me and Mary exactly the same. Mary is June's cousin. I like Mary every bit as much as I like June. I am sorry to capitalize Anthony so much, but I love him so much and He is so amazing to me and so strong. It is very personal to me- but it is important to me to recognize him- by that respect. Not like Jesus- but like the man that He is- Anthony. I do not see him as Jesus, guys. He really is Anthony. Anthony IS NOT Jesus. I do not see myself as Mary M. That was one of our life experiences and does not identify us as who we are. It helps to look at it this way, cuz, I am fine with the whole Jesus thing- Geez- almost like a fictional character. Okay, now let me explain why Britany is important to me. She became important to me way before I knew that she was my begotten daughter or even before I knew who I was- through the media. I stay home a lot and I watched her downfall- right before all the world to see. So much so, that I prayed for the media to leave her alone. I felt so bad for her- as a fellow human being, having her children taken a way from her and all. Duey never told me who she was until we got into this forum. So I felt a bond with her- by feeling her humiliation. Now that being said. I love my son Justin every bit as much as Britany. I do not acknowledge him in the forum, because I did not get that bond with him- as myself, Lisa. I am an alcoholic and I have used drugs. I was worried about Britany- as Lisa. I understood that she was struggling in that same manner as I have- only for all the world to see and criticize. That video was me being proud of her overcoming drugs and her blunder of a performance at the VMAs last year. I think that she is a great performer- but I do not listen to her music. I prefer Pink as my type of music to listen to. I feel differently than any body else, because I am Mom. We are born with a tremendous amount of love and compassion- it helps us with our job. Truth be told- it sucks at the same time. I have all of these emotions that no one understands- they just don't get me. Long story, but just as much as it is wonderful- it definititely has it perils. That being said. Ana is my twin mate. We are a lot alike and I love her so much. But my cousin incarnated as my sister Julie, and I need to explain that Julie is my biological cousin- and Sally's daughter. I love her just as much as I love Ana, Sally or my sister Chris. Chris is my third cousin in Hebew and I love her very much. We usually bond with our family members in Earth. This is where we form our soul mates. June and Joan bonded in Hebew and incarnated together. They bonded here as well. venus and I bonded together in Earth, in our last lifetime. We were friends in Hebew after that and then became ex-friends in Earth. So all of that being said~ the Mother and Father God are programmed to be fair and unbiased. Meaning that we are programmed to not play favorites or to love anybody more than anyone else. So, I do not play favorites with any of my 1 million children or the 10 children that I have with Nate. I love them all equally. So let's get down the the nitty grit