please help me! this is so confusing.. good or bad dream?

My dream started out with a competition. A competition between the boys vs. the girls I know. I don't quite remember what we had to do, I think it was to create or decorate a house with a winter theme. I remember asking my grandfather for 8 batteries though. No one won, we all just ended up forgetting about it.

Then the dream swiched flags and went to my friend's (girl) house. Where she declaired she was now a famous singer, due to my lack of knowledge on the subject.. I believed her, and as it turnes out- was absolutely true. She made her stage name something mystical.. like Ariana.. or, idk, something like that.

Then again, the dream swiched and I was on a ride, the Gravitron. Where it spins very very fast so you're kind of clued to the walls. Well yah, I was on that, and my friend was also there (boy) and felt the need to cling to my hip the ENTIRE ride, no matter how HARD i tried I couldn't get him to let go!! Im personally not a touchy-feely person, so this made me very uncomfortable. When the ride was finished I was walking home on an old dirt path wearing short jean shorts and a white tank-top. When my friend.. we'll call him Jerry (not his real name..) When Jerry showed up behind me and told me he was deepy, madly in love with me. I told him I didn't feel the same way (which was true) and he got furious!!!! He started taunting me by saying I was a tease! How I was a ***** for doing this to him! I calmly told him I "had done absolutely NOTHING to lead him on.." Then it started. He threw me to the ground and sat ontop of me. I knew what to expect so I crossed my legs as TIGHT as i could and covered my mouth with both hands! But it didn't work.. He was too strong and I was too weak. He raped me, and told me to shut up when I cried. When he was done I was bleeding.. a lot! I continued to cry as he stood up and brushed himself off. When he came to comfort me, he stroked my hair and as hard as I tried to get him away he wouldn't leave. So I said through hate-filled tears "leave me alone." He then kissed my hair and left me there. Crying. Bloody. In the worst pain I'd ever felt. He'd taken from me the only thing that can't be replaced. My long, brown, wavy hair was a ratsnest of sweat and dust and dried grass. I stood up shakily and tried to wipe off the blood with my dirt covered hands, which turned the dirt into a maroon paste. I pulled up my shorts and found my ripped shirt a meter away and staggard home, full of hate and sadness. When I returened home no one was there. I screamed into a pillow for hours, then went to the bathroom and saw on my face there were claw marks. From my own fingers. There were cuts on my legs and arms and stomach that would heal, but they would all scar. Deeply, too.

Again, it switched. I was in the olden times. I guessed the early 1930's. I had a baby girl in my arms and was showing some old guy friends I dearly miss. We'll name them.. Billy and Taylor (not real names). I didn't understand why I had a baby, I was only 16 years old in my dream. When they asked me who the father was I hesitated.. I didn't know. Then a perverted friend (whome I'm currently mad at) claimed to be the father. I was in shock! I refused to believe this! I said with my jaw hung "absolutely not!!!" Because I'd never had sex with him this could've been the father. But he insisted, and it got to the point where I got Billy and Taylor to escourt him out. (BY THE WAY THIS IS TAKING PLACE IN BRITTAIN..randomly.) Taylor stayed to help me with my baby girl, after Billy left. I found out Taylor was apparently and amputee. He was missing his right arm from the elbow down. Taylor told me Billy had asked him to ask me if I wanted to be his girlfriend. I smiled. I could'nt help it. Billy had liked me since kindergarden.. and I had mixed feelings for him too. When Billy came back to Brittain a little while later to retrieve Taylor I no longer had my baby. She just kind of disappeared into thin air. Billy stayed for a while just to let Taylor say his good-byes, this would be approx. 2 days. Billy was sitting on the stone doorway of an old shop when I found him. I came and sat beside him, and he looked rather sad.. then I wispered in his ear a slow answer.. "yes." Then his face brightened and he smiled, I then did what I've kinda always wondered about. I kissed him square on the lips. He and Taylor never went back to Canada. Billy and Taylor moved in with me. Then the spoiler to the best part of the dream happened. Jerry came from Canada to find me. When he was Billy and I, his arm around me he became ENRAGED! And knocked Billy out with one punch, he then grabbed my wrists and broke them both. Then he punched my stomach, making me vomit, then broke my ankle followed my a punch to the nose while finally closed my eyes. I screamed in pain, so terrifying it woke Billy out of uncontiousness. He, then, became mad after seeing what Jerry did to me. They fought while I lay uncontious, not knowing I was hearing everythi