Feeling awfully depressed, what can help?

I've seriously lost all interest in all things other than reading and this jelly bean puzzle I got for my birthday that's interesting. Unless I'm doing one of those things, I feel like the walking dead. I've no motive to eat, move, talk, play video games or even shadow box which is like the one thing I love the most. I'm on antidepressants and gonna see a therapist, but frankly I've lost almost all motive to live. It's like I'm dreaming and just waiting to wake up as the rest of the world hurls past me. Seriously, Isat down at my computer at 4 and all of a sudden its 5:30.

I don't know if this is because my birthday, which was earlier this week, was the worst of my life or if it's just because I have one friend who I won't see for months after she leaves or the fact no one in my family will give me a freaking hug to cheer me up or whatever, but I seriously couldn't care less if I dropped dead right now.

Anyway, is there a way to snap me out of this or am I just gonna be stuck like this until I end up killing myself?