I imagined god judging me when i masturbated now I feel gross bad and awkward ?

I would feel awkward too if I masturbated while imagining God.

I tend to prefer to imagine Angelina Jolie in leather myself.

If God didn't mean for us to masturbate, why did he he put "it" in such a convenient location?

Stand up. Let you hands hang naturally. Notice...it's RIGHT THERE! Your happy bits. Right by your hands.

Why would God do that if we weren't mean to play with it? LOL!

What you're feeling is normal. The chemical changes in your brain cause a temporary high, then a crash. If you were with your mate, different chemicals are released, the high lasts longer, and you are supported by your mate...which leaves you feeling better as well. Without that - you just feel kinda sick.

no

everyone feels horrible after jacking off...

that is a natural body reaction. I dont think god will judge for that.

No,you will not go to hell for jacking off.