Im really afraid to have my first kiss?

Don't let him pressure you, or anybody else for that matter. You've got a long life ahead of you full of great guys and plenty of kisses. Make sure you guys really like each other before you 'commit' by kissing. Some guys just get together with a girl in order to get their own satisfaction met, not that I'm saying your boyfriend is like that, but it's something to think about. If you don't want to do it, or not sure if you want to, don't do it. A kiss might not seem like that big of a deal, but it can really make your relationship something else. Overall just be careful. If you end up deciding to kiss him, put boundaries so it doesn't go beyond one kiss. You're young and beautiful and have plenty of time to meet 'the one'.

It's normal to be nervous but just take your time! When YOU are ready, your nerves will be good nerves and you'll forget all about "messing up". Everyone has their first kiss and everyone also gets the hang of it quickly! Haha.

Best advice is to relax and enjoy your time with him. Most of all, when you are ready at the right moment, you will kiss him when it's that perfect moment. Besides that, don't let pressure make you do something you're not ready for. Respect your boundaries and it will happen to you when the time is right.

Good luck!

Eli, (if that is your name) i know exactly how you feel. i'm a 13 year old eighth grader and ive kissed a couple of guys before. it is really scary at first but as long as your boyfriend knows it's your first, I don't think he will mind that much. just be very happy and confident, and then go for it instead of being shy and awkward. trust me, i was a terrible kisser but humans learn from eachother. you'll get the hand of it. it comes very natural and dont even worry. honestly, everything will fall into place. good luck.

Just put your foot down and be firm. Say no to him. There is plenty of time for kissing and other stuff when you reach 30years old.