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? asked in HealthOther - Health · 8 years ago

I'm sick of life?

I'm 20 years old, and all my life has pretty much sucked! I was raised in foster care, I suffer from depression anxiety and suicidal thoughts! I have no friends there my age, and I have no mother and father that gives a damn about me! by the time I reached 18 years old I moved into an apartment! by the time I was 19 already lived in.. about 3 apartments. I work in a grocery store part time, but I was making a nice amount of money to pay my 500 dollars a month rent!... I was in a foster youth program so rent was cheap! this past September I got up and moved to Georgia from California.. I was really embarrassed on a TV show and I lost my best friend over a guy! she was my only true friend... so now I'm here in Georgia living with my auntie her husband in my first cousin, I don't have friends out here and my cousin doesn't take me anywhere with him.., he is a year younger than me! I just recently got a job but I don't have a car.. so I have to depend on my aunty or my cousin or somebody to take me! My auntie pick me up from work and she always comes 15 to 20 minutes late! and she doesn't care.. she will get upset with me over the smallest things. like 1 time I set off the house alarm by accident and she called me crazy.. and in a wave called me dumb. she also bought her husband wallet and gave it to me and told me to pretend like I bought it!... she acts pretty weird! she also constantly tells me that she arrange all if my rides.., it makes me feel really bad about myself because I'm so used to being independent! she also allows her son to smoke weed in the house... but does not allow me to drink a glass of wine and I'm older than him! ... another situation that I have with life is. .. I'm afraid of man! I've been hurt by so many.. on my self esteem is extremely extremely low. I covered all of my mirrors with blankets once before! I cry and cry every night.. I feel like no 1 cares about me. and life will never get better than this..

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  • Mary
    8 years ago
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    Hello,

    I understand you've been through a LOT.

    Being alive is hard, however shouldn't being alive be enough?

    I have a older brother in Heaven. He would be 22 now. I'm always so happy that he's happy and in the best place possible but find it so sad he didn't get a chance to experience life. When I say life, I mean all the pain and all the love. You gain SO MUCH from pain and you learn so much and it makes me who I am today. Without pain I wouldn't be happy right now. Without pain I wouldn't have even found Jesus. I'm not trying to turn you into a Christian or anything, just sharing my story with you.

    Think about it, you get a chance to wake up every morning as a healthy human being. You have a roof over your head, a job, but most importantly you have a LIFE. A life that you can do ANYTHING with, They have their life but this is YOUR life so don't think about what they say, do what EVER makes you happy because life is about being happy and making other people happy. Don't listen to them please because there is no reason to be sad and if ANYONE ever says anything that hurts you in any way just forgive them and love them and MOVE ON. It's so easy! Life is so much better and actually worth living when your happy!

    Cheer up soon! I'll pray for you.

    Source(s): I'll be 15 in January and to think that you've been depressed for so long breaks my heart.
  • ?
    8 years ago

    OK lets calm down first lots of normal people have suicidal thoughts like me you should find a thing that interests you like me i love mine craft hacking and crossfire you think no one cares about you look up past toughs clouds there's someone sitting and following you around trough daily life your dad that was his choice like my sister shes going crazy hes going to have to answer before god and your lucky to have lived in 3 apartments and here's another clue you should got to a community college and study there what you like and you can get financial aid which will pay you money that's what my brother did he has a nice car a great life a nice computer and he studies in technology after that hes going to a university here's all i got to say the rest is your choice

    Source(s): my life
  • ?
    Lv 5
    8 years ago

    You must find love. Someone who loves, cares and respects you. Try going back to school, and make the new year the best it can be. If you need to change certain things about yourself totally go for it. It gets better!

  • ?
    Lv 7
    8 years ago

    Things can get better. If you feel suicidal, try ringing a suicide hotline, they'll be able to talk you through things and how to make them better

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