Anyone know what book this is?

Hold Still by Nina LaCour?

"Still reeling from the recent death of her best friend, Caitlin returns to school hoping to find some peace but instead finds only confusion, loneliness and pain. Her photography class was once her safe haven, but now she can barely stand to look at the photos that stare at her from the walls. Desperate to find a reason for Ingrid's suicide, Caitlin turns to her friend's journal, which she finds under her bed. As she reads, she has to confront not only her friend's memories but her own demons as well. Interspersed with drawings and journal entries, the story of Caitlin's journey through her grief is both heart-wrenching and realistic"

http://books.google.com/books/about/Hold_Still.htm...

Are you sure it isn't a book where a girl records messages to thirteen people that depict why she decided to kill herself and these tapes are passed person to person. That would be Thirteen Reasons Why. If not, then I apologize and have no idea.