older women find me pretty but young ones make fun of me and say i'm ugly?

some older women say i'm really beautiful one of them (one of my mom's friend) tells my mom that she should be careful otherwise i'm going to be kidnapped by horde of girls

but most girls my age think i'm ugly and some make fun of me and say i'm really ugly

i'm almost 5'11 tall

wheigh 198lbs(but i practiced sport for 8(5swimming+3basketball) years i'm fat but i have some muscle and i'm quite strong)

i have relatively broad shoulders and hips

i have a really big fat bubble but(please tell me you opinion about this particularly because i've been made fun of for a long time becuase of its size)

have dark blond curly wavy bit past shoulder lenght

scruffy black beard

full lips (a friend of mine told me they were black people's lips don't if thats good or bad)

long but narrow face (and i have a really serious expression)

brown and green eyes

small nose

big eyebrows (not unibrow or anything alike nor each hair pointing at different directions)

crooked teeth (one of the incisives is lower and backwards and the adjacent canine is upper and frontward)

can you tell me if you find me attractive?why or why not?