how to refrain from feeling insecure all the time?

Weed won't drive away the monsters in your head. I am not too sure what to say, because I'm not quite out of that myself, but just try breathing. Lay back and breath. Notice your life so far, sad maybe, maybe bad, but you can take it from there. Every life is equal, and every death as sad a the other. Because when you're dead the things you did or do don't matter anymore. Things only matter to the living. So no worries. Because you are equally beautiful as everyone else. Someone may look "prettier" (to you), but you can always change how you look and they cannot change how they are. You can change an attitude but you can't change how someone goes about things. Hold on and notice the little beauties in you. Your eyes, your hair color, your clothes, whatever it may be. If you're young, then this passes. You are still growing up until you are 70. You just need to be how you want to be. There are things about you that you can change. Just talk to someone new, take new steps, and remember life is about creating yourself- not finding yourself. Xx

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