How much stress do you have in your life and how does it affect you?

Before you answer that please read mine and don't be so quick to judge ok?

Im 23 years old, i will admit i've made alot of mistakes in the past from 2008 to now i was supposed to go abroad to a law school after high school and do well there but i was "left" behind by false promises. I've been in california through the good "stuff" and the bad heres more details aside from me 23 years old, my mother is 59 and she claimed disability now the doctors won't have her go back on disability because of some unknown reasons and even her main doctor won't answer her at all and she needs to speak with a secondary but the secondary doctor wants my mom to go back to the primary. Right now shes trying to go back to work on top of going to dialysis three days a week, my sister took my place in studying abroad and my father passed away a few years ago, even my car broke down on me 2 days ago and i don't have money to buy parts for the car either

When i go job hunting i usually go in person and ask, if they have a paper application i do my best to fill it out, but if they have a "website" to go with that i have to "sign" up and fill out the ridiculous fields among not even being contacted by human resources after calling at least twice. i'll even admit i dropped out of college just to take care of my sick mother among wanting to go back to finish what i started. trying to put on a real brave face for both my mom and me all the while walking on foot now.

In short how badly has stress affected yourself? because for me it has taken its toll because im the man of the house and have been since 2010 im not asking for story toppers or if you have guilt for me or anything like that but i just want to know how badly stress has affected you