Being a Tarsus is a curse I think.?

Maybe you are looking to hard, honestly being a good person is harder in the world, so I dont think its your sun sign or luck,its just that there are more weeds than flowers, but they world is large and im sure you have a long life ahead of you so put your focus on something else. Love just happens not something to search for it just comes you way and most of the time when you are least expecting. Every morning when you wake up and take a breath in be thankful for another day of life has been given to you and learn to enjoy it in every aspect, you seem like a nice person, so dont change that for anyone and even when you feel down about yourself it takes more strength to stay who you are, dont be hard on yourself, things will change in time

Yeah, it is super long, but I don't mind at all :D

Agree with Lisa answer, 'Love just happens, it is not something to search in life', and I think 'Love will happen if we don't search it', yup that's my point, friend :)

If I answer your question from astrology point of view, then 'being a Taurus IS NOT A CURSE, IT'S A BLESS', because most of Taurus is a nice person, gentle, emotionally stable, and they are usually sociable too. They are born with artistic talent, and most of them is really a hard-worker and a romantic partner. There, from my point of view, you have almost all things people, so cheer yourself more :D

I myself am a Scorpio, I have many Taurus friends, and I think Taurus people usually already have what they need, and what everyone usually need in life, but sometimes they 'feel their negative feelings too much', without look wider at their surroundings and without look deeper at themselves. I think this condition is rather similar with yours now, If so, then please regard your self more.

You are not the cause of people rejection to you, if you have tried to give your best already, with all your might and abilities. When someone reject or leave you when you have given your best, then it is because they feel unmatched with you, and so you should just leave it like that, don't push it further. Relation, in every aspect, including love and friendship, is just like a bottle and its cap, if they are not matched, and you push it, it will just breaking each other part :D

I hope you are feeling better now, please don't think that live as Taurus is a curse, because it is not. If I read your details above, I think you're a lucky person, you have a nice family, nice parents, and it is not a curse at all, it is a true blessings, believe me, because I myself am not too lucky, I didn't have that nice family, my beloved twin brother committed suicide, my boyfriend have nice affair with my best friend, and I feel like all of unluckiness fall into me, but I still think that my life is a BLESS :D

You are not a Taurus.

A Taurus doesn't waste time thinking about emotions.