Can someone recommend a country song to me?

So I am a US Marine and got accepted to go to the US Naval Academy. To make it short, I started suffering from depression and I met this girl there who tried to help me by cheering me up and making me smile everyday. She encourage me to talk about my issues and well...I fell in love with her. It just happens that on her birthday, I was told that I was getting kick out. So I tried to jump off a bridge but she called my phone and stopped me. Well I am now back in California getting medical help and getting kick out of my military.

Now, I can't stop thinking about her and have no way of contacting her. I need a song (preferably country) that I can relate to or make me think of her more.

Any advice?