My crush and I are in a situation unlike any other...IT'S SO COMPLICATED!?

I am super into this guy who barely knows I exist.

He is always surrounded by his friends, which makes it impossible for me to get closer to him, or even say hi.

So I wrote him a letter telling him I liked him, and now I think he's really creeped out by me.

I'm not sure if he even knows that I wrote that letter since I only gave him my first name, but then again my first name isn't that common so...he'll probably find out eventually--when I finally get a chance to talk to him (which will be happening soon since we're now in the same committee at church).

Lol so yeah I know this is super weird but....do you have any advice for me at all? Should I reveal my feelings for him when we meet? (There's another girl with my same first name at our church; I could pretend she was the one who wrote that letter).

Also, I'm shy, quiet, and average-looking while he's really outgoing, popular, and a hunk muffin; would he even like me? (I'm funny once you get to know me.)