What to do after a break Up of 11 months. Just graduated college ?

I just broke up with my gf of 11 months two weeks ago. What do I do now? Of course I miss her and wonder what it d be like if I have her anther shot. I had good reasons to break up. She didn t cheat but she was very overbearing and I had to walk on eggshells and constantly defend and explain myself. She was still a sweetheart and made me very happy though and was loving. I know I know I just do things for me right? Go the gym and all. What do I do with all this sexual energy. She said she wants me back and yet she made out with a guy last night. She claims he just went for it and she said no but I in the past I learned from other situations that she did more than she said she did. So what do I do. Do I give her a shot. I know I d be temporarily happy but she would probably become overbearing again and I don t see her necessarily as "the one". She definitely came

Closer though.l despite here insecurities and confidence issues. I find myself jealous of her nightlife. And I refuse to do this high she hook social media bullshit make him jealous crap. I hate girls sometimes. Anyways I am 22 I just graduated. What the hell do I do now? Do I go around and meet random

Women? I have only been with 2 and I prefer not to act like a whore and waste myself but I still don t want to suppress my sexuality as a young man. What are the smartest moves for me to enjoy life I just feel

Like I have some depression coming