when will I breathe fresh air in Canada or USA?

I m really sick and tired of this country,

never even breathe fresh air, all is just sickness and pollution, God damn this place, its hell, not just outside but inside life too,

I m really tired of this everyday bullshit

tired of my own family and this relatives and everyone, neighbors

God damn these people

I don't know when will the day come when I will say Good Bye to this place and this people Forever

I still don't know

so much mental stress these people creates that I losing my hope and everything is fading away

its hell complete hell, not physically but mentally, it really is

I wish I had a chance to move to Canada or USA or any western nations

but Its impossible to move there cuz I don't have anything to provide value to those countries, I m not skilled not rich

I m a drop out

I will still wait, lets see what will happen,

I will die in hell or I will get out forever?

only God knows