If Jesus did not resurrect, what you understand of Cor 15:32 What do I gain if, humanly speaking, I fought with beasts at Ephesus?

Paul was giving the ramifications IF Jesus had not been resurrected. But here are the ramifications SINCE he was raised. 1 Cor 15: 20But now Christ has been raised from the dead, the first fruits of those who are asleep. 21For since by a man came death, by a man also came the resurrection of the dead. 22For as in Adam all die, so also in Christ all shall be made alive. 23But each in his own order: Christ the first fruits, after that those who are Christ’s at His coming, 24then comes the end, when He delivers up the kingdom to the God and Father, when He has abolished all rule and all authority and power. 25For He must reign until He has put all His enemies under His feet. 26The last enemy that will be abolished is death. 27For HE HAS PUT ALL THINGS IN SUBJECTION UNDER HIS FEET. But when He says, “All things are put in subjection,” it is evident that He is excepted who put all things in subjection to Him. 28And when all things are subjected to Him, then the Son Himself also will be subjected to the One who subjected all things to Him, that God may be all in all.

Not only didn't Jesus resurrect, he never even existed.

If Jesus was not raised and did not resurrect and glorified by God, what's the point of all these valour, when we ended merely dust: the life everlasting promise by Him is in the resurrection,

Does God want a personal encounter or a confrontation? Is that what you mean?