I'm having a rough night. Some pointers or anyone else going through some shi.t?

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My mom my stepdad and my dad all abused me pretty bad. I ended up thinking it was a good idea to hug my mom and my step dad. I felt a rush of mixed emotions. I ended up crying for 3 hours. And now I feel like part of me is dead like what's the point of having a kid and to have him potentially go through what I went through. Im just not seeing a point to anything.

sparrow · Answer

Why do you think if you had a son or daughter that they would be abused?
I'm sure you would be there to protect him/her.

Pearl L · Answer

call cps if youre being abused

chris n · Answer

Sounds like you are the nicest person in this little grouping of parents and stepfather.  Having 3 adults drag you down to their low level when you are in your formative years is tough on a kid.  You felt you should hug them - and that's OK because it was what YOU wanted to do.  Whether they deserved to be hugged is another matter.  I don't think you should try and dwell on what they might be thinking or how they could do what they have done - because all of it is history and isn't going to change what is already in the past.  Dwelling on it is pointless.  I think you should now look to your own future - not theirs. Think about yourself for a change and what you would like out of life without these 3 tormenters. 
I feel that perhaps a visit to a counsellor would be a good idea and money well spent (unless you can do it via your doctor when you see him for the depression from which I think you are suffering).  It will help you get rid of all this old emotional baggage you have been saddled with by the gruesome no-parents and will help you boost your confidence which has taken a battering.  Good luck

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I'm having a rough night. Some pointers or anyone else going through some shi.t?

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