My mother hit me as a child and adolescent and she did other horrors. I try and not hold anger towards her but I do will this ever fade away?

Be a better person than her and get therapy. But really, you should have knocked her to the ground when you were a teen. It would have been self-defense. You should have knocked her teeth out. No parent is perfect but that is not the case with your mother, your mother is evil.

Same here. As an adult I have little to do with her. I wrote her a letter once telling her what I really thought of her, and she told my younger siblings that I was crazy and a liar. She will just be a lying b itch to the end I suppose.

You have to bless her. Praying for her is probably the easiest way, even if it's only for a change in her character.

Nothing to be ashamed of I feel no guilt.

praying heals, it helps a lot in forgiving others, if you don't pray, you will never will

Good 4 U!😘

My dad used to strangle me, beat me with a belt etc. now I have forgiven him. Try Buddhism and mindfulness. it saved me. it's all about forgiving and thinking positive. remember that is in the past. I am having therapy 20 years on because of what he did, but I forgive him. Maybe you can forgive your mother.