If I was your daughter would you hate me or be angry?

No one of father of the world would hate their daughter. In some circumstances, father will starting because of daughter activities.  

Well, hopefully, you can get yourself out of this situation, and certainly drop any plan to kill the two women. If you lived in the US, I would insist you get psychotherapy. I don't know how counseling is viewed in India, but the fact you had such rage and even developed a plan to carry through with it is very troubling. You need to find a way to cope with such rage-filled anger and find a measure of peace with yourself. 

And your KNOWLEDGE seeking question about travel to India is what? Therapy is clearly warranted, for you dear. 

I'd wonder why you were wasting your time make up stories online.

I'd turn my back on you and get an injunction out to make sure you couldn't contact me or approach me in person. 

Neither, I would be terrified.