Twenty year old girls are attracted to older men except me ?

Yes, gold diggers don't go for penniless men. You're in the majority of older guys who'll have to rely on their charm and personality and approach women their own age. 

Oh, so this is your current name on here.  No woman wants a man who's gone with prostitutes and no woman wants to be the mother-figure to a grown man.  Look, you're going to have to accept your lot in life.  Your parents have done their best and will continue to do their best.  You know by now that there are good reasons why you live with them and rely on them.  You should co-operate with them on managing the diabetes.  You could find peace in you found a monastery or a commune to move to and put your energy into making things or gardening.  You would thrive with the strict routines and your parents would not have to worry so much about what happens after they die.  Also, women actually want men their own age.  Our biggest disappointment is that it takes men so much longer to grow up so we are left with two bad choices, an immature man or an old codger.

You do not need to down yourself, somewhere around the corner, just watching you of who you're, I am a diabetic woman, am taking care myself see my doctor every three month, am 69 an still working, an am taking med. from the doctor an guess what I have met a lovely man he is 65 yrs. old like to work: There's a lot of job where you live all you do is go to the Unemployment an be honest till them your situation, that's what I did, they might able to help you, go to Social Security also, good luck an Merry X'mas to you..