Why is god doing all this to me?

Maybe you are doing something wrong. Blaming God for the things that happen to you

will not help you. Maybe it is not God but just things that happen in life.

Try praying to God and reading the Bible with a open mind and maybe what you are doing wrong will be revealed to you.

You have to pray to God with the right mindset. If you do not care about God

and pray to Him only asking for things, He is not going to answer your prayer.

John 9:31 "Now we know that God heareth not sinners: but if any man be a worshipper of God, and doeth his will, him he heareth."

God is omnibenevolent and loves you more than you can possibly imagine, and the Virgin Mary loves you more than you can possibly imagine as well.  Recite the rosary every day with care and sincerity and you will know true joy and meaning in life, even amidst suffering.

No gods exist.  Hope that helps.

Ask  not what Skydaddy can do for you but  you can do for Skydaddy . 

He's probably trying to get your attention.  There are answers in the Bible.  I suggest starting with the New Testament, Gospel of John first. 

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I guess you never watched the Exorcism of Emily Rose?

At the end, she had a chance to end her suffering. But she chose to carry out her mishap to do Gods work in sharing her misfortune to teach the world.

🥴 In other words... like my mother used to say... God puts us in certain places for a reason. And we all have important roles to play.

Earth is not about living some Amazing life, you should be concerned about what you can do for god while your here