michelle b

My boyfriend of 3 yrs. and i broke up over a month ago. we had been talking everyday or texting, still sharing a connection...still wanting to love each other. the question would be are we still "In love" with each other? I think i am. i don't know if he is. he says he still loves me and has not lost any love for me. we had a big fight and it did not end good. he feels i broke his heart. i apologized and have tried to make amends. but the fight was so bad and had apparently been feelings he had stored up from months of not truly telling me how he feels...for it to finally come out. now..we have talked and seen each other maybe 3-4 times. awkward at first then very nice the last few times, just being ourselves, and friends. he thought that would be a good idea to start back to the basics..he said he could only handle being friends right now. this is a man i was wanting to marry. we had looked at rings a year ago.we saw each other everyday and night. and now it has just stopped. wtf?

We are still very much in love with each other. We have been together for 3 yrs. up until this last jan. we have so much in common and have lots of fun whenever together. He is in his late 20's and I in my early 30's. I am divorced, with two boys. He has never married or have any children. this last year, i had a back injury and before that had been a wine enthusiast. but my pain turned my favorite past time into a drinking problem. He pointed it out to me delicately and i tried to slow it down. He is not a drinker. worried that i may slip into alcholism he tried to warn me of the dangers. I tried to listen but not really putting effort in it. on new years i had too much to drink and we got in a huge arguement. words were thrown at each other. I can tell you that i don't remember most of that fight. but he said i hit him, not once but twice. i have never hit anyone in my life so it didn't sound like me? but i was under the influence. this was so devastating we broke up. now i wait? why

I have never had this happen before. I am clotting blood. My cramps are non-stop, (not painful but irritating). I usually wear tampons, but I actually had to use maxi-pads because the bleeding is so much. Should I be worried or is this just a heavy flow, something I have never had before except after childbirth. When or how long should I wait with the clotting, or excessive bleeding? Could this be like a miscarriage? I have never had one of those either.