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hi.my search list from google account has been lately turning up some entirely weird stuff, mostly porno. my internet bills have also escalated though i have hardly used it at all. in the past many people had access to my laptop but even now that i am confining the use strictly to me, the problem is continuing. i use wifi without any key(which means its insecure) but that doesnt explain how the searches end up in my account.its pretty annoying to be honest. can anyone explain or help?

I have been selected in Indian Air Force and I need to undergo a 6months training for that during which I am not allowed to use cell phones or meet anyone. I have my sisters birthday after 5months and i wanted to send her an Ecard, trouble is, most websites allow for 2months gap only. Does anyone know of a site where I can customise a card now to be delivered in december.

Thanks in advance.

i have nothing against blonds..love them..but found this one really funny..

a blonde was once going through yahoo answers' 'jokes and riddles section.' everything seemed too hard to understand. suddenly she spotted and riddle, clicked it open and was amazed that people were fighting over the answer when she knew just what the answer was...

the riddle was." what came first?chicken or the egg?"

blonde replied "whatever was ordered first"

source: an intelligent blonde who dines out very often

hi..i have been in a relationship for 2.5 years now n i have known my bf more than 5yrs..n we were the best of buddies before we finally committed to a relationship(he liked someone else at that time)..now 6months back, he met a girl online.she was from another continent and he was fascinated by her coz of different culture and all those things and she also fell for him n said she loved him and all sorts of things..for more details, please see my question from 6months back

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=AvP3X...

i was really hurt but we somehow saved our relationship...but the thing is my bf never actually broke his online friendship with her on facebook...he deleted all her mails and posts from his account but I found one from a month back accidently...then she just kept bothering him that she hadnt talked to her for so long and i later discovered that he had read her status on facebook, got inquisitive and talked to her from his side...he hadnt told me any of this before...i also discovered that he hadnt told me the complete truth about their conversations 6months back and he let slip that he still remembers every tiny detail, even the name of a friend she once mentioned...though he always forgets things i share with him(like a typical guy)

he says he really loves me and not that other girl..shes very beautiful and sexy and i am not..could it be just attraction or m i fighting i lost battle?i love him too much to leave him but all this is very depressing..i never thought he'd break my trust like that n it really hurts me..he has apologised a lot n says he cant live without me..i love him too but i dont know to get over all this mess....

i am sorry its so long but if anyone can help me and suggest anything except quitting being with him, it'll be a real help...thnx in advance

i know that ultimately i need to talk to the person n solve it out myself, i just need some advice on what this could mean

me n my bf(both aged 21) have been in this relationship for 2yrs. i have known him for almost 5yrs bt earlier he used to like someone else who broke his heart and ever since he really seems to love me.he even told his mom about me.n he says he wants to marry me once we get settled.he really cares about me and everything.

we have also had our share of issues.hes shorter, m more healthy n m not at all as pretty as his first love was.at times we have had issues where he has said i dominate him n dont listen to him n all that but i thought it was all regular.

recently he met a girl online(from another country, another continent to be exact) and was really fascinated by her.that girl also got attracted to him coz she has always felt inclined to our culture(this is wat she told her). they only talked for a day and she wrote on her twitter account that she had met a very nice guy n wen my bf asked him who he was, she said it was him.on the very second day she went on to hint that she was interested in him n she wanted to come n pay him a visit n all.this is wat my bf told me.the next day he told her that he already had a gf(me) n the girl was heart broken.she texted a mutual friend n wantd to know if he was lying.i even sent her an apology mail from my bf's side coz he asked me to do so.all this was ok

but now i read a mail she has sent her n i came to u that within those 2 days she had given him a nickname n literally said "i love you" more than once n at that tym my bf didnt tell her about me.(i wasnt aware of it at all) she has put a 100 conditions like he wont flirt with him anymore or say he loves her(though my bf denies he ever did that) n blah blah n my bf agreed to all of them n apologised again to be his friend.

hes still so concerned for her that he had broken her heart.he admits he is fascinated by her.she's really very pretty.my bf even had her photos uploaded for him.n when i asked my bf whether he would have said yes if he hadnt thought about me, he said he could not have "not thought about me"

i cant understand what this means?i feel like they two really like each other and hes refraining just because of me.i m also starting to feel that he always liked me as a friend and only commited to me because he was so heart broken.it hurts a lot to feel secondary.i feel like its a boundation on him.i am thoroughly confused.

should i just step aside? i really love my bf n i dont want to hurt him.but also i dont want to be with him as if i am a burden....

sorry for making it so long....plz i want some mature advice...i dont want to hear about finding someone else coz i never can...

hi. i am a mechanical engineering final year student n i pursue psychology as a hobby.i wish to publish some papers of mine. the trouble is, i am an amateur and i am not able to locate proper calls for papers n conferences.

does any one of u know about any conference that is currently inviting papers?or atleast a site which can provide me proper information. i just want some help with my first step n unfortunately google didnt help much(atleast my keywords didnt work!)

thanks in advance.

i am making a small size model of an improved stretcher design which employs a lot of gears and a double rack. i need some advice on whether i should buy plastic stuff available from market or make them on my own in our carpentry workshop?almost same money is involved in both the cases.can anyone please help me which one would be better?

the dimensions of my model are 2ftx0.75ft n there are in all 8 gears involved.

thank u for ur help.

m giving a surprise bday visit to my bf in an hour.n i am not yet sure which song/songs i should take along to play. i need some really romantic song in english or hindi.please help me! thanks a lot!

hey guys..i just watched butterfly effect yesterday n i really liked it.but i have a confusion..i think the movie was a paranormal one proving that although we often think that if we wish we could change one thing in life, all wud be set right...but its not so easy

but one of friends laughed at me n said the movie was not a para-normal one...it was just shown how mentally sick that guy is n how the disease persists n all...

which of the version is true?

i want to download an instrumental version of the song tere naina from the album jhoomo re by kailash kher.i want to record the song in my own voice with the track n gift to a friend of mine.can anyone please tell me where i can find instrumental versions of songs?or is there any other way to do this?i mean is it possible to rip the original track somehow so that i can input my own lyrics?

please help.i am an amateur and i know almost nothing in this field.just doing this to cheer up my friend!

i have studied elementary psychology myself and i know pretty well that the best option to get out of extreme mental strain and depression is to consult a psychiatrist and get a proper prescription but i am under sever depression for about last 8 months. whatever happened is over now and its not that those things are continuing and its not that i can do anything about it now..they are a part of my past now but the problem is that i am not able to forget those things.my family and friends do not know about it and i have to pretend i am really happy.i can not go to psychiatrist for that reason.i have become extremely moody and i find myself in tears for no new reason at all.

i'd really like to know if anyone has been through utter depression and what are the general tips to get out of it?

thanks everyone....

i am a student of mechanical engineering and intend to undertake my final year project on employing ABS in motorcycles.

Does anyone have a line diagram or figure or anything of the sort to help me know how to get started?

i have suffered from off and on severe migraine attacks since i was about 12 years old and i have always used the same prescription and it was always very effective(i am 20 yrs old now). recently i took to smoking n now my headache is getting too acute for me to handle, the attacks are more frequent and i am not able to work or concentrate at all despite of Additional painkillers that i m taking regularly..m dizzy most of the time. Could the two things be related?or should i just see my doctor and get a new prescription?

i have known this guy for more than 3 years and he was my best friend when we started dating 5months back. we really love each other a lot. i cant even think of living without him. but i had told some lies in the past(i didnt cheat on him, the lies were about other things) which he recently discovered. when he asked i admitted part and denied the rest. finally i have told him the entire truth.but now he is so badly hurt that he thinks everything about me is fake. he thinks even my love to him is a lie. we are even having our examz right now.m worried sick about him.i have been crying for last 3 days n havent eaten anything. but he thinks this is also a lie. he is too heartbroken. what should i do?i am more concerned for him than me.plz help me out. the only option left for me is to die but i know he wont be able to bear it?he has taken to smoking.we both are welting. i am so ashamed of myself i can hardly face him. how can i make him feel better?should i talk to him or leave him alone?